Dear blog, It’s late in the night, or early in the morning. A few minutes ago I turned off the computer, TV and lights, and went to the bed, or my new luxury mattress, if I may. Yeah, I know, I haven’t told you that I have bought brand new luxury mattress. It happened this Sunday when we all went to the Metro and had lot of fun. Ok, I was talking about few-minutes-ago. Tried my best to sleep but it won’t just hit me. Now I am back again.

Well, life’s been pretty awkward. People start to suck suddenly, sort of out-of-the-blue way. I hate it. I guess it’s my poor judgment that I start considering them what they say they are. Everybody sucks, to be honest. Friends, people, everyone.

Had a pretty rough day at office. Those people have started to suck too. Now here’s an example…one of the people I thought (poor judgment again) was my “friend” put me on the frying pan. Like always when I would point out flaws in his work, he would ask me to keep them off the record and not tell anybody. Now, today, that “friend” of mine in an important meeting told everyone that I wasn’t reporting flaws. He implied in an implicit way that I wasn’t working and should be fired right away. For a good couple of minutes I couldn’t actually understand it. Then it hit me hard. I mean the person I used to trust and thought was my friend and for whom I was feigning to be finding no flaws just stripped me naked in the public. How do you deal with that? I am a reserved person in office and things like this make me go crazy and I find no answer, no argument in return. Everything just fades away. I guess I am at that period again where I see no professional future and career path. It looks like a last job for me. And I have a pretty strong feeling that I am gonna die soon. Live fast, die young.

There’s this another “friend” of mine who, like everybody else, started to show me the true colors. It almost ruined my weekend, but thanks to the mattress part.

Oh mattress, I am missing it. When I get my senses back in the morning and realize that I am on a luxury expensive mattress, it’s gives the best feeling of the world. Priceless.

Good night.