I don’t really know what to say. I am sad, very sad and have this fear on me. Why do sometimes life turns out to be like this? .. It’s like throwing a question right into the middle of a black hole.

Last week has been nothing less than a disaster. A hell broke; literally a hell. Could I have imagined that before? Wasn’t I aware of this when I laughed, played, joked, and all this was being setup? Being setup right under my nose? How could I ignore it?

I think I didn’t expect it, didn’t expect it at all, even still can’t believe it. Even at the time I am writing this, what’s going on under the skin of anybody? Who knows? Who could know? .. This is one of the injustices of nature. Yes, nature does not do justice some times. Some times you don’t justice to the nature. Maybe I learned a lesson, or maybe I didn’t.

Life is so unexpected, so cruel, so full of injustices. But I guess someone got tired of this what I am thinking right now. Maybe I could care more, and love more.

Maybe…