When I look around and see different people, I just feel bad for myself. There are people who are rich as hell and can get anything in a blink. And there are poor people who are doing almost just like me. Like I always wanted to buy a laptop and have been cooking this desire for maybe a million years. And now that I have saved some bucks to buy a laptop, I can’t find any that falls into my range.

Lost my credit card to ATM last night. I wanted to draw some “advance cash” but crossed the PIN tries limit and it sucked it in. Can’t believe it had a different PIN than ****. Damit. Now the the stupid bank wants to send me a replacement for Rs 525, bull crap. I said I will order later, the guy at helpline coughed.

Today was the most fuckedup day of January. Don’t want to tell who ruined it because mighty Google can naked my rants. Well, I kind of deserved it because I observed that I have been suffering from “verbal diarrhea” lately. But what the heck, people need a chance to laugh at you.

In other news there’s this girl I have been thinking most of the time about; and I mean most of the time. But I am sure as hell she does not give a grain of damn about me. What the ehck. I have this weird habit of liking people who ignore me. Hahah. Quite true I am in my statement. Dostoevsky baby.